Sta\u0142em dzi\u015b mi\u0119dzy p\u00f3\u0142kami z chlebem, mlekiem, kaszk\u0105 i musami. I nagle dotar\u0142o do mnie, \u017ce to ja. \u017be to ja robi\u0119 zakupy dla siebie.
Nie dla nas. Nie z kim\u015b.
Dla siebie. I dla Tosi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Niby normalne, ka\u017cdy tak robi. Ale dla mnie to by\u0142o co\u015b nowego.
Bo zawsze by\u0142em z kim\u015b.
Kto\u015b wiedzia\u0142, co lubi\u0119. Kto\u015b mia\u0142 plan. Kto\u015b ogarnia\u0142.
A dzi\u015b to ja musia\u0142em wiedzie\u0107, co zjem. Co zje Tosia. Co si\u0119 nie zepsuje. I co mo\u017cna zrobi\u0107 jedn\u0105 r\u0119k\u0105, gdy drug\u0105 trzymasz dziecko.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I jakby tego by\u0142o ma\u0142o, w Biedronce pani wyjecha\u0142a palet\u0105 mleka prosto na \u015brodek alejki. Jedno szarpni\u0119cie, lekkie przechylenie \u2014 i bach. Zgrzewka eksplodowa\u0142a jak granat, a ja zosta\u0142em oblany od st\u00f3p do g\u0142owy mlekiem 3,2%. Sta\u0142em jak bohater jakiej\u015b kampanii reklamowej, tylko zamiast u\u015bmiechu mia\u0142em na twarzy \u201enaprawd\u0119? dzi\u015b?\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ale potem przypomnia\u0142em sobie s\u0142owa mojej babci:
\u201eDziecko, ja robi\u0119 zakupy dla siebie od 20 lat. To tylko kwestia przyzwyczajenia.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
No w\u0142a\u015bnie. Przyzwyczajenia.
Mo\u017ce nie wszystko musi by\u0107 dramatem. Mo\u017ce wystarczy to powtarza\u0107. I jako\u015b samo wejdzie w krew.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Wi\u0119c wr\u00f3ci\u0142em do domu z mokr\u0105 koszulk\u0105, zakupami i bonem do Empiku, kt\u00f3ry le\u017ca\u0142 od miesi\u0119cy.
I kupi\u0142em sobie komiksy ze Spider-Manem.
Nie dla dziecka. Nie jako prezent dla kogo\u015b.
Dla siebie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bo ten ch\u0142opak w czerwonym stroju te\u017c si\u0119 czasem gubi. Te\u017c si\u0119 boi. Te\u017c nie ogarnia \u017cycia, a mimo to codziennie pr\u00f3buje zrobi\u0107 co\u015b dobrego.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mo\u017ce w\u0142a\u015bnie dlatego go kupi\u0142em.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nie wiem jeszcze, co ugotuj\u0119. Mo\u017ce nie wyjdzie jak trzeba. Mo\u017ce znowu si\u0119 poplami\u0119.
Ale spr\u00f3buj\u0119.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bo ju\u017c nie chodzi o to, \u017ceby by\u0142o idealnie.
Chodzi o to, \u017ceby by\u0142o moje.
Nasze. Z Tosi\u0105.
Z mlekiem, Spidermanem i odrobin\u0105 \u015bmiechu po drodze.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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